Being Watched

by James McOmber

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1.
Lose It 03:39
In the late shadow of a blaze and steadied by these long days is where my lover sleeps and where I wake I'm free to burn in more than one black cloud or one blue sun if I won't play for keeps and there are other ways I know that I could lose my mind My worries come to me in smoke The crickets come to me alone or when my secrets leak To strangers in their sleep I'm free to burn in more than one black cloud or one blue sun I dreamed in red all week I guess she got to me They think they're watching me unwind oo Lose your mind with me Her chainslapping nature was unkind Unjinxed and unjustified in taking my shivers away She pulled a breath of techno sadness made true by old starving film And then I closed the book on the wind just to forget whose name it is and I said "I can play it backwards I can walk upside-down" If I get wound in the warmth for too long The release is just enough For her shadows on the wall to recede From watching me and I know that I could lose my mind I know that I could lose my mind oo Lose your mind with me The arms she dreamt to be between Were heavy like a bad dream She'll tell me to forget it and I'll know just what she means The black clouds covered up sun No jinxes to ride on Tell the witch doctor to bet it yeah, everything he won I don't believe our stars aligned oo Lose your mind with me
2.
Yeah it’s true that everything I told you was a lie And as we’re growing old you’ll tell me "I just can’t walk on" And so the walls that talk are telling me I’m wrong but I can only tell you in a song not to your face I’ll bet your gypsy veins were in ruins, were in flames Now I tell ya not everything depends on talkin’ walls 'cause in these silent, interlocking halls I’ll find my place And now the lies like acid rain in silver streams were figments of my histrionic dreams they’re blood straight and gone We’ve gone so far and so far away We’ve gone so far I’ll bet your gypsy veins were in ruins, were in flames I’ll bet you’ve told your mother all about me I’ll be you’re set to roll along without me…
3.
Deathdrop 03:19
Sea anemones moan from her old purple crown when she's alone yes dreaming to drown or to strangle Like a periscope stuck and the lights of the mirrors are tangled Gathering rust in the mirrors of love is the face I don't trust yes the great envy of gods and nations Through a telescope darkly the stars have abandoned their stations And then she danced her way into my blood to say "It will never never be light if you stay" Why'd she call for me then when the water was high with crystal balls, yes disco eyes that outgrew her What the stethoscope heard in the grass was the will to outdo her Her eyes look alive and make Buckingham Palace guards shiver Like a kaleidoscope tangling lights in a black river And then she danced her way into my blood to say "It will never never be light if you stay"
4.
Giuliana 06:13
I found your eyes on a night you were tryna stay hid I was down by your den, they were christening my cousin's kid the Huddle called to me but I was alone They were laughin' inside My expression was precious stone Then your friend was spying like daylight charades You'd forgotten my name and I'd forgotten your face and I know you didn't think too much of me your eye was on some dog and mine on bein' free But eyes have a funny way of changing in time with the rhythm of a laugh and the slap of a rhyme when I hold back my heart, it's a curious art and I'm a goner Hey hey hey Giuliana if you're gonna get me crazed and hazy oo la la, Giuliana ain't you wanna be my lady baby So you and I, we got lost all over moving pictures, makin' eyes at each other my bed was a driver's seat, a fountain my well So we laid our sleepy heads in a Palmdale motel Oh the desert's a Nile witch, it curses you so we cursed it back with our white city voodoo and your warehouse wolf bay was the meanest I'd heard and it widened the eyes of a shy baby bird And eyes have a funny way of changing in time with the rhythm of a laugh and the slap of a rhyme when I hold back my heart, it's a curious art and I'm a goner Hey hey hey Giuliana if you're gonna get me crazed and hazy oo la la Giuliana ain't you wanna be my lady baby And a-wooooooo don't you scowl, just howl a-wooooooo All I need to hear now is a-wooooooo that's Giuliana on the prowl I found your eyes on a night you were tryin' to stay hid and that didn't do us any good, did it now you're haunting the strings of my Hellcat guitar and you're haunting the strings of my wanderlust heart Hey hey hey Giuliana if you're gonna get me crazed and hazy oo la la Giuliana ain't you wanna be my lady baby
5.
Paid Well 04:22
You used to come to me in smoke uh huh but you've been leaving me alone uh huh And at the rise of every road uh huh it's a gamble, don't you know Daylight smoke from cold cold fire Last I heard you was through the wires saying "Shout at the sunlight if you will everyone's just trying to get there, Phil." Are you real or are you paid well? My medicine is dried cement I'm rolled over like evidence I have good news: They can't accuse me of dying young It is big of you to dig me out uh huh You've borne that weight without a doubt uh huh Forgive me if I'm a little stiff like a portrait hung Are you real or are you paid well? I'm on the mend but my ties are torn I lost the need to be reborn Maybe one day you'll clear the scorn I've always hidden, always worn (My medicine is dried cement I’m rolled over like evidence My medicine is dried cement I’m rolled over like…) Are you real or are you paid well?
6.
Slow Burner 03:53
shhh shhh When she walked the moon Father Time just slept and the Planck satellite missed her first few steps She's my short-pantser romancer freelancer Charleston dancer bobby-soxer kickboxer '66er Manhattan mixer It's never cold here And I move too fast She's a slow burner burning down at last (you don’t know what’s gonna happen) When she knows a joke the Crown can take her time and her jet pageboy makes thirteen cats climb She's freakshow chic aquatica sleek crows and bones with a motel jones my bow-slinger low singer hint-dropper heart-stopper It's never cold here and I move too fast, too fast She's a slow burner burning down at last, at last (you don’t know what’s gonna happen) shhh shhh
7.
Winding With painted claws extending to the ground in a hoops of smoke I was crowned but I left that ring it was just another thing to carry around (write first and pencil me in) carry around yeauh So I kept my tongue at the backa my teeth and SHARP and I opened her darkest sayings upon the harp and I slid like orange rain down the middle of her street The police came at daybreak but didn't catch my speed And she was my silent drummer, how she wound me up so tight In my days of inward singing I was underneath the night And if a saint were to ask her, "Is he one of ours?" Pausing for the king of the hours she’d think of me standing straight unable to wait, she’d answer then with her powers and speaking in codes (write first and pencil me in) she’d say "He’s yours and mine and we’ll pour him like wine on winding Spanish roads" ———————————— Sleep Sleep, love, deep in a world breath of a panther in mouth of a girl Sleep off hate as it gleams Planets are winding to dizzy your dreams (write first and pencil me in) dizzy your dreams yeauh ———————————— Thrills So I keep my tongue at the backa my teeth and SHARP And I open her darkest sayings upon the harp and I'm talkin' like Tom Sawyer and I'm older than the hills like a deep-fried southern lawyer like stentorian big thrills But they took me to confession and I took notes in code So the good girls wouldn't get it, so the good girls wouldn't know that Sometimes when I skate, man I skate on the edge And then, should I die, I shall die as a legend I'd die intestate, though I may pick and choose I lost my best skates, but I don't mind these shoes yeauh Well who are you to say how my feet should move? Just what are you trying to prove? Get out of my view With painted claws extending to the ground in a hoop of smoke I was crowned but I left that ring it was just another thing to carry around (write first and pencil me in) carry around yeauh
8.
Claws aimed at our eyes Hawks all dream to say "here lies your good communion" It brought them down we thought to lose Their red hearts to make the news and miss reunions You left a light on through the blue until the sun worshiped you made them hate it and when you offered no because good god I must admit I was intimidated What she hates she says she loves It gets me down What she hates she says she loves and a cat meows And away I go like a free Hawaiian crow Headhunters don't know of their wrongs when they aim with crying songs and take their bounties When every drag is dangling bait red letter days when love is great, you feel my unease I remember sideways eyes Wondering do I womanize in other counties But I got nothin for you hawks So drop your whips & toss your rocks And listen now please What she hates she says she loves It gets me down What she hates she says she loves and a cat meows And away you go like a free Hawaiian crow In a delirious headspin I checked in, I punched out Now I swell to be there In a cage and no one cares where What she hates she says she loves It gets me down What she hates she says she loves and a cat meows And away you go like a free Hawaiian crow
9.
Like a black ant fighting fire ants watched closely by Thoreau first you go down swinging soft in fear of reaping what you sow Then you find within you wanderlust like Eros with his bow and you dream to find your quiver wandering whither arrows blow You learn footsteps wake you faster when they're quiet and they're slow You are captured watching cavalcades in coal dust as they go And your avarice is aimed at names they named in sheets of snow But you'd best lay down your weapons you're American, you know Littered sidewalks laughed you off and while you slept beneath a tree project windows peeled their boards and moaned "Reality is free" So you cast new constellations of your laughing effigy built art deco in Asmara and poured salt in Galilee Then the charming and cavorting break your banks like crates of tea Now you dream that borderlines you never crossed all softly plea "Come to Salem, be our pet" which would be foolish as can be So you'd best retire the spellbook you're American, you see Still those footsteps wake you quickly slow and silent as the dew Still you're captured watching cavalcades carousing as they do And there's still that horrid itch when they sing names you never knew so I see you've kept your weapons how American of you
10.
One Of Me 05:37
The caution tape is rolling 'round a death in the afternoon And my ego is the silence hanging over this room And if I'm a wounded soldier, you should drink until I'm through You know I can't look at anyone if they're looking at me too But far be it from me to throw this to the rolling sea I’m one of you You're one of me Almost hung me up and drained me but I made some room to breathe So I listened to you closely, hoping I'd forget my speech To forget's a violent mercy mercy mercy aura touchstone of relief When the awkward trappings of a fight start showing on my teeth But far be it from me to throw this to the rolling sea I’m one of you You're one of me I’m up here in a corner of the Saturn moon’s hot sea far away from my breath I wrote you in my testament, but kept it low you see and how I could I forget That my ego was the silence hanging over that room And they rolled out the caution tape 'round a death in the afternoon With champagne like god’s own mercy mercy mercy and a little green fairy too You were looking at me baby baby and I was looking at you

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released June 9, 2015

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